I never experienced losing someone dear to me until today. I haven't seen Shiro in a while so I decided to check up on her DA page.
Shiro I'm sorry I haven't been around when you needed me. I regret not talking to you more often. I feel like such a shitty friend. School and my bf was all I was thinking about but I really needed to spend some time with you as well. If I knew more, I wish I could've talked to you more often like old times and RP'd like before. I always thought I would be able to graduate and visit you someday once I had enough money to fly to you. I still have your letters you sent me. I'll keep them safe. You're always in my heart, really. I miss you so much and I'm sorry again.